Monthly Archives: April 2005

The Message

Got the link from Thiyagrajan’s blog .. it’s awesome .. posted about it on Batch Blog .. and now on my own blog too .. The end message differs . and it’s nice ..

Check it out . The ad

The “Story” So Far -> SN Brussels approached me with a request to feature me in their ad films. They thought that since I have such a huge brand value, they could use it to advertise themselves. I accepted, but on the condition that the ad should feature both me and Shivani.
Since they were in Brussels and we were in India and I don’t have a passport, We came to an aggreement that even if they feature our names in the ad, it’s enough. They were nice enough to allow me post a message at the end of it.

Wow .. I am getting good at making up crap stories .. ha ha ..



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Wht the Hell is wrong with me ??

Jaya was probably perfectly right when he said that I am prone to outbursts. I knew that too. How do I control myself. I just wrote something on his blog that can be termed as nothing but an outburst. Hmm .. is’nt sooo bad. But I just did’nt like the way he had put to words his feelings about “parting”. Aneway those are his feelings and I should’nt really be commenting about it.

Feel awfull .. don’t know why ..

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The Last exam … + The long lost friend + Google ROX

Examination -> Technically the examinations are over .. Only the Bioinformatics lab test is left .. I am in no mood to study for that .. so I said “Technically” .. and also “practially” the examinations are over .. Today’s Exam was my attempt to fill the 12 pages of Answer script with no sense words. I tried hard for about 8 pages but by then .. I was soo tired that I gave up. I had finished one question .. out of the two and the other one ( though on my favourite topic ), required too much writing for me to even think about it. Gandhi and Savarkar are a thingof the past and writing about them now, in every STS examination has become a boredom. Rahgu already knows what our thoughts are on them ( same question last mid sem ), why doesn’t he just grade us at those answer. Aneway .. I tried for 2 pages .. but gave up after that. Others just went on and on and on. I wonder how much energy they have. Aneway I filled 8 pages .. that should get me a A- ..
Aneway I am not looking for a grade here .. I am looking to pass .. and you can’t fail in STS .. that is one thing I know for sure.
Aneway .. this was the last time I was writing in a IIIT – Hyderabad answer script. It’s about time this happened .. I am NOT nostaligic about the scripts now .. Never had any close relation with them aneway .. it’s just that this was the last examination and the technically, we are done. Done with college life.

Friend -> she gave me her scrap book yesterday at night. The plan was actually to go for a walk .. but she cancelled it .. saying that since I have an exam .. I should be studying .. hmm .. been three and a half years and still does’nt know me well enough 😀 .. She is leaving tomorrow evening .. I have no idea what I should be writing in the book .. people have gone on for pages about how they feel about her .. but me .. I seriously am at a loss of words when it comes to her .. I don’t want it to seem like that I dont’ feel anything for her .. and at the same time I don’t know what I should write .. This kind of thing rarely happens to me .. normally I always know how I feel about a specific individual .. but she is different .. I want to tell her to be less outspoken, more trusting and more feminine .. but .. I can’t blame her for being outspoken .. I am outspoken .. I can’t advice her to be more trusting .. I don’t trust people easily myself .. I can’t ask her to be forgiving .. I don’t forgive easily … She is sooo much like me .. Probably what I can ask her to do is to try to be “un-like” me .. that would help her .. and also may be she can try to be a bit more feminine .. she is like the Jeon Ji-hyun in “My Sassy Girl” ( Rakesh reminded me of the similarities ) .. only if I could write something ..

Google -> I have finally been able to convince Google that I am important enough a personality and a brand name in myself. I had a record breaking 70 billion dollar deal with them .. they apologized for their mistake and said that from now on .. every query for “utkarsh khare” would feature my blog/homepage as the first link .. I know you won’t believe me .. so try it yourself
Click here for the search Hence forth .. they have promised that any instance of a search string containg “utkarsh khare” ..not returning my blog/homepage ..would be compensated with 20 billion dolars each time. So If you come across any such occurence .. kindly be nice enough to send me the screenshot and the query string .. your efforts shall be monetarily compensated … Thank You ..


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I See You …

Interestingly the Author’s name is also Utkarsh ( Utkarsh Ayachit )
A Nice poem ..

I see her in the bejeweled face,
I see her in her coy grace
I see her as her sarees fly –
The charm of a river flowing by!
I see her in the languid days,
I see her but not all her face!

I hear her in the melodies lame
In ragas of magic, in fountains of fame!
I hear her feet dancing the beat of rain
The monsoon drums, the summer pain!
I see her in her feisty ways
I see her but not all her face!

I smell her in the gardens of love,
In the springs of trust, in myths of home!
I smell her in the drains of hate
In gutters of betrayal, in filth of fate!
I see her in her silver grace
I see her but not all her face!

I see her in every attempt to hide her!
I see her in every effort to chide her!
I see her in every curse to guide her!
But I don’t see her all…only a scanty trace!

What I miss is the pagan devotee!
What I miss is his faith, his God!
What I miss is the essence of his being!
What I miss is what ages have taught!

What I miss is the knowledge of the true!
What I miss is the soul of the new!
What I miss is that glory, that God!
How can I ever miss that… it’s me!


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